Below are the 15 most recent journal entries recorded in Jamie's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
11:51 am	*_* siiiiigh oh dear... i cant believe im going to say what im going to say :D im such a girl. All of my life ive been brought up around my roudy brothers and havent really embraced being so... so girly O_O I guess i should enjoy it though. Because when i feel the most girly is when im the most happy. So being girly => leads to being happy. Gosh. I wish i would have know that years ago. :) Its amazing what you learn at 2 in the morning when its also 5 heehee :D you learn that a name holds little meaning with out feeling. that you could call the one you love meatloaf... as long as the feelings were convaied. *sigh* I still cant get over the fact that i cant place him with a pet name ;_; i rather enjoy pet names... with my new found girly...ness o_O. there just so cute XD right before i fell asleep he said goodnight angel and i thought i was going to die. *_* gah... so girly...e...e :D *giggle fit* warm fuzzy feelings *sigh* i love it. i really do *-* <3 x fifty bagilion x elevently billion x hugantic number Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Monday, December 27th, 2004
10:29 am	Yay! :D well i guess as a whole my christmas week was pretty good as far as hoildays go in my family. I got a lot of really good gifts this year... and the weird thing about it is that i didnt ask for anything o-o weird some of the stuff and who it was from: *subscription to amine unlimited - from daddy <3 last week there was a last exile marathon on and i was like squeee! its teh good. *toe socks - from santa. he always gets me the same thing. O-o im starting to wonder man :D *A little stuffed gerble - ^_^ thats from khoi <3 x50 bagilon hes so cute ^^ i named him gerby *A big stuffed tiger - also from khoi <3 i havent stoped packing it around sence he gave it to me :D it smells SO good... >> still havent placed what it smells like yet. *ANIMAL CROSSING FOR GAMECUBE! - also from that wonderful boy khoi :D *Cowboy bebop - from alexander :D was an early prezie but it still counts. SO GOOD! *My neighbor Totoro!!@!#@!#!! - from khoi aswell and one of the best gifts ever XD i love that movie so much! CATBUS! Woot! *A new wock! - got that from mum! such a good and practical gift. mi old one had a crack down the middle and didnt cook evenly so i got a new one and like a bagilion nifty things to go with it :D good gift! *expancion cards for my mp3 player - from mum and da. i got a 2 and a 3 gig one. ^^ they the good tunes keep comin. those were a few of my favorites. perhaps ill update with a complete list of what i got later. not feeling too great so ima go lay down or sumthin. luv ya'll <3 Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 19th, 2004
7:30 pm	some things just speak to you... well ive found a song that i rather much like... my sister actualy made me listen to it and now i love it to death. Its about the strugle of coping with demostic violence and rape... so naturaly i can empathise with the girl in the song. Its a of a genra that i dont care for, but the meaning of the song is what got me and why im so atached to it. *nod* check it out under the cut if you like. love to ya'll <3 ( holy water ) Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Friday, December 17th, 2004
10:09 pm	Which Invader Zim Character Are You? by godsmack30 Name Hobbie You Are Quiz created with MemeGen! buhahahahahahha i love the gir ^^ Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Monday, December 13th, 2004
4:00 pm	ganked from elizabeth Your mission, should you choose to accept it: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this, allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Can't promise to answer them, though I'll try my hardest. Current Mood: sleepy (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 12th, 2004
8:49 pm	oh gosh ;_; !!!!!!!! I got my hair cut today and and and *sniffles* its too short DX *crys* i had it growm all the way to the middle of my back and now its just above my sholders! 6 INCHES GONE X~X i think im going to be sick Current Mood: nauseated (Comment on this)
1:50 pm	hahahahahahaa o-o I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you. Current Mood: awake (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, December 11th, 2004
9:40 pm	OMG WTD! WE WON STATE FOR FOOTBALL XDDDDDDD @(#&%^)*#^$%!*&)@#^$*&!@#^!!!!!!! Im so proud of our boys! omgosh! i cant even type all this now! must go burn off energy! side note: #1 PEP BAND IN THE STATE! XD lmao Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 9th, 2004
9:53 pm	OMG WTD! i got the coolest prezzies from my folks! mum got me a still of a frogie that is like amazing and gos perfectly with the walls in my room, 3 uber nice tops and a fleece snugglie jacket! i was like uber stoked with mums gifties and was like wtd! but then... I OPENED DA'S! WTD! i got a mini cooper! XD its so cool! oh.. heh its an rc car but you can like build to moter and change the rims and put decals on it :D *dances* its so cool! I totaly put to union jack on mine lmao but thats not all kids. daddy did really good. I GOT A NEW MP3 PLAYER TOO XDDDDDDDDDDDD! over all, this has been the best day before my birthday family giftie give time ever! WAGGAH! *gos to play with rc car and put painting up in room* <33333333333333333333! Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
3:24 pm	oh gosh... Well tomarrow is my birthday and im kinda stoked about it... possibly becasue im going to be a year older, but more than likly becasue i have 4 big projects due(that i have finished mind you) and its friday. :D yeah... i know what your thinking "gosh! your excited for the wrong reasons XD... be happy cuz its your special day jerk!" lol i would say that if i werent me. ... err id say that to me ... because talking to yourself is weird. ... but im weird o-o yeah just going to stop now XD <3 (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 6th, 2004
10:15 pm	just finished lots of stats homework o~o not looking forward to that test tomarrow. bleck NO PARADE! GO FOOTBALL GAME! WOOT! ... o_o sorry. just not a fan of the paradeness yup im pretty much done. *nod* ... ._. Current Mood: cold Current Music: my stats notes on cd (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 27th, 2004
9:31 pm	well i missed core tryouts due to me being sick. that pisses me off a lot. I wanted to go but the rents made me stay home. >_< my sister was home for the weekend, the rents were happy to see her. oddly enough i was too... well untill se got all bitchy and stole my tv/dvd player. grrrrr im glad shes leaving tomarrow. Im going to have to tryout for core on trumpet now. >_o they have a full low brass section so now i have to freakin play trumpet. >_< oh well. it will be fun. and time away from the fam-damn-ily. Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
9:27 pm	Saying Goodbye She kisses everyone goodbye And waves her middle finger high They're never gonna mess with her again The drama queen is seventeen And sleeping with boys for free She's got a reputation of being easy Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down She packs her bags and plans to run away She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's wasted all her lonely tear drops She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's used up all her lonely tear drops now She thinks about herself and cares about nobody else because the only friends she has all put her down They hate her when she's beautiful and even more when she's a fool They talk behind her back when it's her birthday Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down She packs her bags and plans to run away And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again She's never, ever, ever looking back She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's wasted all her lonely tear drops She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's used up all her lonely tear drops now She's saying goodbye, she's wasted all her loney tear drops Saying goodbye, she's used up all her lonely tear drops now Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down She packs her bags and plans to run away from here And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again She's never, ever, ever looking back She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's wasted all her lonely tear drops She's saying goodbye and leaving tonight She's used up all her lonely tear drops now She's wasted all her lonely tear drops now ...thats so true its scary. -_- 17 days untill my stupid birthday. Maybe something will happen that will turn around my perceptions on life at the given moment, but i highly dought it. Hopefuly ill just hide in my room and have some me time. God knows that the nerd herd is going to get a party togeter for me... but it will be like all of the other parties. Ill just sit alone in a corner untill its time to go home. *sigh* at least they will have a good time at my expence. *nod* Current Mood: depressed Current Music: saying goodbye (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 17th, 2004
4:25 pm	my parents might be getting a devorce, my sister has a serious heart problem, my grandmum got diagnosed with overian cancer and there has been not stop screaming at me for two days now. ...its sad when you look forward to school to get away from your life. -_- i hate today and those to follow. Current Mood: restless Current Music: i cant hear anything but screaming... make it stop (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
9:48 pm	mmmmmuh i hate school Current Mood: cranky Current Music: stupid lows comercial ><# (2 Comments |Comment on this)